Any relationship is a living creature that is rooted into the souls of people who are united by by it. Being nourished by these people, the relationship blossoms and grows into a mightier and healthier organism, that eventually supports the souls that gave life to it. At some point it develops its own soul and heartbeat, fragile and powerful at the same time. While it's strength still depends on the fertility of those souls that gave it the rise, a relationship itself can become a supporting force for these souls in times of disconnect.

A lot to do. A lot to learn. With each realization responsibilities creep in and remain in the soul becoming sometimes unbearable. To write, to educate, to help, to protect...Endless list of tasks for the short remainder of life. One side of the scale becomes heavier and heavier while the other side only collects dust. But it keeps reminding about itself with headaches and heartaches, with fatigue and sadness in the eyes that long for joy. 

There is never the end. Only transformation....

If someone doesn't care about you, give a chance to someone else.

 It is very possible that he has been waiting for it and will treasure the opportunity.